Just a few among others.

There are a few things going around the inside of my skull.


First things first. Here's..

1. I have no right to demand attention or affection from him. My current I mean, because I wasn't really a good girlfriend the past month.

2. Studies first because.. Well. Why do I need to explain?

3. Distractions shouldn't take all of me or else I'll go crazy.

4. I should learn to not to get attached.

5. Now that I'm having some quiet moment, I realized that my heart isn't that mature. Not physiologically but in a sense that some emotions are just so raw and immature that.. I dunno. I shouldn't jump in so easily because I realized that---

6. I am not sure of things.

7. But I'm actually quite sure that I am not inlove with Crazy Beautiful.

8. And I'm actually sure that I am unsure of my feelings for the current.

9. I'll try to be good to him.

10. I will be good to him.

11. I'll spend time with him to make him happy.


With regards to my happiness, well. I don't know. At this very moment I'm devoid of emotions in this stupid heart of mine. I just know it pumps blood, bow. There's this one person who told me that I should do what makes me happy because I deserve it in a sense that now, I realized to put myself first after all this.. time. Whatever, really. But it makes sense. It makes perfect sense.

The only thing is.. How to be happy? Because my road to happiness is quite a long one because my goals are directly proportional to time. Yes.

I was thinking of having a diary but then if this is how much I write, I'm going to get a severly calloused middle finger. How bad would that look if I flash it to someone repulsive? Haha. I'd end up being the repulsive one, maybe.

Okay. Perhaps I'll just be a good student now.. Let me add that up to my being a good girl. If possible. Boo life. Boo.

I'll try to be a good thesis groupmate too. Lol.

Ugh.

It's hard to be in a world where it's difficult to have someone you can run and talk to. Yes, "run and talk to". One verb can't exist without the other. I guess it also implies something else.. I hope not.


I'm just bothered because my dad called this morning to tell me that I have to sign this business contract thing or what the fuckever it is. I am sure as hell that I am not interested. Mmm. Can you smell blood boiling?

Hello, world. I am twenty years old and in my third year. I am currently waiting for Season 1: Episode 9 of Privileged because there are only a few humans seeding.

So there, I don't want to sign any stupid paper that has anything to do with my dad's stuff. Especially business, no way.

Maybe when the signed contract creates trouble then I could prove myself.. innocent. How come everytime my dad asks me to sign something, I feel like it's illegal? Like it's inclined to go down the drain. God help me, I don't want this.

I swear. When I'm all good. When all's good. Believe me, I'm out of here. You have no idea.

Okay. So my dad called me thirty minutes before Metrobank closes. Great. He told me to make an authorization letter so that the maid can get some stupid bank certificate. Talk about stupid.

Why make the maid get the certificate when turns out, he's in the bank after all? STUPID. STUPID.

I got pissed off. He even texted saying that the maid might not make it before 3:00 PM. So translation: Faster. What the heck? He was there after all so why rush us when he was there all along. He can get his stupidass certificate.

One thing's for sure, I'll be a brat when he remembers about me having to sign the stupid business paper.

Yeah, every little thing you do is bullshit. Your greatest mistake was torturing Mom.

Pay for it, bitch. You and your whore. Get your sordid arses to hell.

I don't care about you. You have no right to forbid me to be a daughter to my mother.

Screw you.

What has gotten into him? 0.o

My ten year old brother and I were YM!-ing. I was up in my room and he was downstairs in the living room.. Cause that's where his computer is.

I noticed his status: "Art is a bang!"
So I bugged him. xD

Lau: Ano pinagsasabi mo diyan.
Mark Derren: Di mo alam yan, sa Naruto yan!
Lau: EEEWWWWWWWWW
Mark Derren: Ay nako.. Paborito ko yan character eh. DEIDARA.
Lau: EEEWWWWWWWWW
Lau: EEEWWWWWWWWW
Lau: EEEWWWWWWWWW
Lau: Hahahaha
Mark Derren: Art is a bang! Art is a bang! Art is a bang!

Mark Derren: Eto pa quotes.
Mark Derren: Fine art is the beauty of that single fleeting moment of explosion.
Lau: Abaaaaaaa
Mark Derren: Haha! Galing ko no!
Lau: Eh, naintindihan mo ba?
Mark Derren: Yup. :P
Lau: Sige nga.
Mark Derren: Ay hindi! Hahahahaha
Mark Derren: Now show me your fear! Drown yourself in the awe... and despair! Cry like a lost child! Because my art... is a BLAST!
Lau: Corny. :D
Mark Derren: Life’s only beautiful… because its so fleeting, so transient.
Lau: Gaga. Explain. Can you explain everything?
Mark Derren: Hindi ko alam. Ahahahahahahaha!
Lau: Explain now!

@.@

This will kick your vaio's/lenovo's/dell's/etcs arses. :P

http://laptop.org/en/laptop/index.shtml
http://laptop.org/en/vision/mission/index.shtml

I want one. Hahahaha. Please. I want one.

OLPC - One Laptop per Child
It's not a laptop project, it's an education project.

I can't say more but here's an image:

Costs $100, I think. In India. Image source:
netsavvy.uwaterloo.ca/blog/mini-laptops.html

Pre-loved stuff, selling.

My friend asked me to post her pre-loved clothes. Check out the album; you might find something you like.

http://jelalu.multiply.com/photos/album/15

Create your band :P rooock

For the record, this is the first MEME on this blog.

It's called CREATE YOUR BAND.

Instructions:
1. Go here. The first Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

2. Go here. The last four words of the very last quote of this page is the title of your first album. If you want to do this again, you'll hit refresh to generate new quotes, because clicking the quotes link again will just give you the same quotes over and over again.

3. Go here. Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

4. Go here. The first ten links you end up in (minus the .coms) are your 10 song titles. [Click the man's image to load for another page, which would be your Song Title.]

I got:

1. Band name: Defying Gravity
2. Album: Hope They're in August
3. My album cover:

4. My tracks:
- Intellectos
- Box Office Mojo
- American Nightmare
- Shelterforce Archives
- Great Magazines
- Mama Antville
- Knurdle
- Webtwee
- Art of the Sate
- Sk8tc

:D